Saturday, December 19, 2009
just annoying thoughts.
trying to write about my day but the words just wont leave my mind.it's like i cant even think about anything else.but what i thought i stored away deep in the back of my mind.like im sitting and waiting for something i know for a fact isn't going to happen.but i feel like i forcefully stuck on wishfull thinking and daydreaming.im waist deep in confusion about why this mental state i have been pluged in has so suddenly come back to me.it made me question and doubt myself.ohh come on!im tired with all of this.i already figured this shit out.so why is my mind and even some friends telling me i got to do this all over again.how do i deal?when my life will go on the track back?this is not finished yet.i feel like i can add more to it.and i will.later :)
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